This is the first moment of absolute quiet I have had in weeks! I have had sick kids home with me and the hubby is waiting to start his new job so he is on a lil mini vaca......so needless to say I have had NO "me time"! O.k. you might say "How selfish of you?" But NO every mom knows what I am talking about! You need those few moments here and there to regroup. It only makes us better mom's. So all the girls are off to school and the hubby is still sleeping and I am enjoying the quiet. I should be cleaning but I have feet kicked up and the laptop on my lap and the words are flowing!  It is funny how little it takes to make me happy. =D
My youngest baby girl is having a hard time with anxiety. She does not want to leave me. She has it in her head that I am gonna forget her after school. I have never forgot her ever! I am not really sure what has sparked this anxiety but I am thankful for some amazing teachers at Silas for helping the mornings go smoother. It is not easy leaving your little girl crying! I know that she is safe and fine and she will get through this just fine but in the mean time it is a struggle for me as a mom. Anxiety is NO fun and I hate that my girls have inherited that from me and my hubby. It is so easy to say to someone that it is gonna be all right but when you have suffer from anxiety it is not easy to believe! I can't wait until spring break! I hate seeing her so stressed and upset. She is 7 she should be bouncing around worrying about barbies and Justin Bieber not whatever is bothering my sweet little girl. I hope to blog that she is doing better soon! 

I forgot how to blog????

   I can't believe how long it has been since I last wrote. It is crazy how time slips away from you. There has been so much going on and  life has been so busy but yet I have not blogged or shared anything. I sit in front of the computer and nothing......nada! I type a little and then erase it because it was gay or I thought it was anyway! I find myself rambling about nonsense or nothing that makes any sense. But then again maybe it does. Maybe I really needed to vent the nonsense. I find myself censoring myself as well. And I don't know why. I really don't care what people think (well I guess a little....I wanna be liked).  Oh the mysteries! Anyway just a little something to get my feet wet again....baby steps people! And a lil encouragement might help guys! (o;

Until next time ~Jen Diaz~

Friends.....

  I found this sweet picture today on Pinterest! Is this not the cutest thing that you have ever seen?! This brings back memories of me and my best friend! We met in 3rd grade and have been the greatest friends ever since! We used to get these lawn chairs and a few inches from the garage wall and then tip them backwards and we would be stuck in the folded chair! Sounds goofy but we had so much fun and it has only got better through the years! We still are goofy and I still talk to her at LEAST once a day! She and I are soul mates and I am truly blessed to have her in my life!!! (o: 
It is really rare that you find true friends. And it is even harder as you get older and have families. I have been blessed with some very good friends. The kind of friends that even if you don't talk to them for months you pick up right where you left off! I have been blessed with the kind of friends that would give me the shirt of their back or the last dollar in their pocket. And I would do the same for them as well! And the coolest thing to me is none of my "amigas" are alike at all! They are all different and that is what I love about them! I have been blessed with another SAHM friend (I know you know who you are)! We are a lot alike! We have a business together and we have the same family values! She is the my blogger idol! I never would have had enough courage to BLOG if it wasn't for her! I have been blessed with another long time friend. We were great friends in high school! And we had a small falling out but THANK GOD we have rekindled like nothing ever happened! I am so super thankful for these ladies that mean so much to me and I just really wanted to take the time to tell you!!! SO Tricia, Kari and Stephanie I love you all!!! ((hugs)) =)  
Tomas you are my bestie tooooo! I did not forget yo u ;o) <3 you muchos babe...and congrats!!! I can't wait for your new adventure! 
Until we meet again ~Jen Diaz~