This is the first moment of absolute quiet I have had in weeks! I have had sick kids home with me and the hubby is waiting to start his new job so he is on a lil mini vaca......so needless to say I have had NO "me time"! O.k. you might say "How selfish of you?" But NO every mom knows what I am talking about! You need those few moments here and there to regroup. It only makes us better mom's. So all the girls are off to school and the hubby is still sleeping and I am enjoying the quiet. I should be cleaning but I have feet kicked up and the laptop on my lap and the words are flowing!  It is funny how little it takes to make me happy. =D
My youngest baby girl is having a hard time with anxiety. She does not want to leave me. She has it in her head that I am gonna forget her after school. I have never forgot her ever! I am not really sure what has sparked this anxiety but I am thankful for some amazing teachers at Silas for helping the mornings go smoother. It is not easy leaving your little girl crying! I know that she is safe and fine and she will get through this just fine but in the mean time it is a struggle for me as a mom. Anxiety is NO fun and I hate that my girls have inherited that from me and my hubby. It is so easy to say to someone that it is gonna be all right but when you have suffer from anxiety it is not easy to believe! I can't wait until spring break! I hate seeing her so stressed and upset. She is 7 she should be bouncing around worrying about barbies and Justin Bieber not whatever is bothering my sweet little girl. I hope to blog that she is doing better soon!